I sat in mom's room in college on Thursday and wrote a long angry post regarding my exams.. then I thought maybe it isn't worth it.. Maybe I shouldn't keep fighting.
"Choose your battles wisely".. one of the best advise I've been given. I'm a fighter, and I tend to get involved without much consideration of how much it's worth to fight for what I'm fighting for.
I chose to fight this one silently. I deleted the angry part and was left with a tiny bit (that's completely irrelevant by the way) of a more pleasant subject:
My friend got engaged few weeks ago. She's the first in the group which makes this the most pleasant and exciting news as we're observing everything closely *evil smile*
I spend most of my time in college with her.. she's much taller than me and I can only imagine the remarks people say about us. With her fiancé's presence though, I don't think people will even notice me ;)
It's been raining in the last few days.. We went to Duhok yesterday but I couldn't take photos outside because of all the rain. I was dreaming of shooting photos of the sunset but there wasn't a sun to set in the first place.
Tomorrow starts the second term in college.. I'm feeling lost and odd.
Mom's been happy to have me around keeping her company for the last couple of days but now I'm going to get back to studying again. She's feeling very lonely and would be happy just to have me sit with her even if I don't talk.
I'm thinking of changing my priorities.. I'll try to finish studying earlier to get to spend more time doing other things.
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